Monday, December 6, 2010

God's work

What do I do when I want to change a bristle into a
cobbler's thread ?
How do I treat these articles ?
With the greatest attention, care, tenderness, almost
love.
What does the watchmaker do as he puts together a
watch, if he is a master and indeed knows how to make
a watch ?
All his fingers are busy : some of them hold a wheel;
others place an axle in position, and others again move up
a peg
All this he does softly, tenderly. He knows that
if he rudely sticks one thing into another, and even if he
presses a little too hard on one part, forgetting another
part, the whole will go to pieces, and that he had better
not attend to this matter, if he cannot devote all his forces
to it.
I say all this for this purpose:
At first people live not knowing why ; they live only
for their enjoyment, which takes the place of their question,
" What for ? " but later there comes a time for every
rational being, when it asks " What for ? " and receives
that answer which Christ gave and which we all know,
« To do God's work."
Is it possible God's work is less important, or less complicated,
than bristles or a watch ?
Is it possible God's work may be done at haphazard,
and all come out right ?
In a watch one cannot press too hard upon a part
needed ; but the defenders of the worldly life say, " What
is the use of being finical : if a thing does not fit in, bang
it with the hammer, and it will go in." It does not matter
to them that the rest will all be flattened. They do
not see this.
It is impossible to work over a watch without giving
it full attention and, so to speak, love for all its parts. Is
it possible that one may do God's work in such a way ?
It is all very well for a man to do God's work at haphazard
(that is, not to live in love with his brothers), if he
does not believe fully that his work is God's work. But
when he comes to believe that the meaning of his life
consists in nothing but cooperating for the union of men
he cannot help but abandon himself to Him whose work
he is doing ; he can no longer without attention, care, or
love treat all men with whom he comes in contact, because
all men are wheels, pegs, and cogs of God's work.
The difference between such a man and a watchmaker
is only this, that the watchmaker knows what will result
from all the parts ; but a man, in doing God's work, does
not know, does not see the external side of the work. A
man is rather an apprentice, who hands, cleans, oils, and
partly unites the component parts of the watch, which is
unknown to him in form, but known in its essence (the
good).
I want to say that a man who believes that his life is
the fulfilment of God's work ought to labour until he
gets seriousness, attention, care in his relations with men, —such caution as will make squeaking, force, breakage impossible, and all will always be soft and loving, not
for his own pleasure, but because this is the only condition
under which God's work is possible.

When this condition is wanting, one or the other is
necessary,— to attain this condition, or to throw up God's
work and stop deceiving oneself and others.
As the watchmaker stops his work the moment there
is some grating or squeaking, so also must a believer stop
as soon as there is an inimical relation to a man, and he
must know that, no matter how little important this man
may seem to him, there is nothing more important for
him than his relation to this man, so long as there is a
squeaking between them.
And this is so, because a man is an indispensable wheel
in God's work, and so long as he does not enter amicably
where he ought to enter the whole work comes to a
stop.
The relations among men make it obligatory upon
them to find in each of them and in themselves " the son
of man," to unite with him,— to evoke in themselves and
in him a desire to approach him, that is, love.
I shall be told, " this is hard to find."
All you have to do is to act like the watchmaker:
tenderly, carefully, not for yourself, but for the work, and
it will come to you naturally.
A disunion takes place for no other reason than that
I want by force to drive an axle into the wrong wheel.
If it does not fit one way or another, mend yourself:
there is a place for it,—it is necessary and will do the
work somewhere.
As you attain your aim and get the better of the work
in making boots or watches, not by a tension of strength,
but by care, by tenderness of treatment, so it is also with
the treatment of men. And not only is it so, but as
many times more so, as a man is more complex and more
delicate than a watch.
It is not possible to work one's feelers out sufficiently
well to treat people with them. And the longer and so
the thinner these feelers are, the more powerfully do they
move people.

I wish that a man who is near to me should not lead
an idle and luxurious life.
I can, with my rudeness, take away from him the possibility
of luxury and compel him to work. If I do so, I
shall not advance God's work one hair's breadth,—I shall
not move the man's soul.
If I extend my feelers more finely and farther out, I
shall prove logically and incontestably to him that he is
a dissipated and despised man. And with this I shall
not advance God's work, but shall only live with him in
communion, seeking out and strengthening everything
which unites us, and keeping away from everything which
is foreign to me. And if I myself do God's work and
live by it, I shall more certainly than death draw this
man to God and cause him to do God's work.
We have become so accustomed in the worldly life to
attain our aims by means of the stick of power, of authority,
or even by means of the stick of logical thought, that
we want to do the same in God's work.
But one stick jumps upon another.
But God's work is done with very delicate feelers, for
which there are no obstacles.

LEO TOLSTOY






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